As the subject, Now, my feeling is very complex. missing&disquiet and commix sorts of feelings.... After we come back from BJ,i feel so happy,though it is so hot&tired.and it  proofed that she is the just person who can give me these ture emotion.In fact, my  wish is simple,only want to make her happy.others is nothing.......

         but i found i was wrong, she didn't enjoy herself at HLG,and only accompany with me.i am compunctious,and it make me love her more! now  i can say  my feeling is effected by her,and missing her when i am working,eating,and sleeping.......may be this is one-sided love,but it is deep and true.

         what should i do and how to make her happy?no matter what difficulty it is, i will try my best ability.HW,plz g ive a chance i will proof to you. because i love you.and can't extricate myself!